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[shadesong]

*warbles* "I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna faaaaaall asleep
Cuz I'd miss ya, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing....."

I would like to point out that I am singing the New Found Glory cover of that song. So I'm being punk, you see.

Ish. Punk-ish. A bit. Anyway.

What I am saying is that I am running on a serious deficit of spoons. Not just running low. Running on a deficit. Have been all weekend. Did yesterday.

I want to Maximize My Time, dammit.

This is upsetting.

Had yesterday a postcoital bitchslap of "you ain't movin', honey", and I probably should only have had sex once yesterday.... but it is so good. Mmm. *squirm* *eyes clock*

I'm just having that thing where I get super-exhausted just from going out to lunch. And I'm pushing myself - I'm going out to lunch and I'm playing with docorion and I'm doing all of this stuff and I'm held together with sheer willpower and ... I was going to put something else there, but it's pretty much just willpower.

I fell asleep on him twice yesterday. *rueful grin* Once while Elayna was doing her homework, once almost-immediately after sex - I'm such a guy.

I don't want to nap. He's only here for a week.

(And I want lots and lots of sex. But he's too big for the amount of sex I want. Need recovery time.)

I think maybe I need to nap soon as I get off work today. Maybe that'll help for this afternoon.

Comments

Poor honey...

[avivasedai.livejournal.com]

I am very sorry that you're on a deficit right now. It's never good, and this is particularly unfortunate timing.

However, on with the good-natured ribbing: what a shame, that the man wears you out so you need recovery time. Oh the hardship (pun intended). };-> I'm glad you're having some time with him. Frankly, have you asked whether or not he finds it flattering that the sex is so earth-shattering you fall asleep on top of him? *grin*

Have a good time, and take care of yourself so he doesn't force you to (though that might be good too). *hug*

Re: Poor honey...

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

this is particularly unfortunate timing.

*nod* We knew it coming in.... He was eyeing my schedule, and he said "You have no recovery time built in." I merely whimpered.

have you asked whether or not he finds it flattering that the sex is so earth-shattering you fall asleep on top of him? *grin*

*laugh* Well, snuggled beside him, draped over him. We did disengage first!

He seems happy. He seems very happy. :)

take care of yourself so he doesn't force you to (though that might be good too

He has a most excellent voice of command.

Re: Poor honey...

[avivasedai.livejournal.com]

He has a most excellent voice of command.

I have to say, some of the hardest VoC moments I have are when he fills a big tall glass with water and says "Drink this, then refill it and drink again." (I chronically drink too little water.)

Yay, snuggling.

Re: Poor honey...

[lubedpumpkin.livejournal.com]

We did disengage first!

Yep, now I have an image your sex in some relation to the Starship Enterprise.

"Beam me up, Scotty!"


I don't even watch Star Trek.

[brother-bliss.livejournal.com]

***And I want lots and lots of sex. But he's too big for the amount of sex I want. Need recovery time***

First time I ever heard a lady state that.

[shavesong1.livejournal.com]

And you've *still* not heard a lady say it. That wench is no lady.

[brother-bliss.livejournal.com]

oh, little person beware the name one flings about. The rose might appear to easy to pluck, but it still has thorns.

In plain english, watch your tongue. Shade is still dam good person in my book to let some no name to call her that.

[shavesong1.livejournal.com]

So your saying she was actually acting like a lady by posting that in public?
I maintain that she was indeed NOT acting as such, and therefore she is NOT such.

[mick-hale.livejournal.com]

*sigh* New Found Glory is about as removed from punk as is Britney Spears or the Backstreet Boys. Sorry, I gotta disagree with you there.

Alas, punk music died when it shot itself in the head. (Not that I don't love the new Green Day album.)

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Ish. I said ish.

[mick-hale.livejournal.com]

Enh. I'll let it go this time. Too lazy to debate punk culture, especially when work starts in 20 minutes. I guess it just really bothers me that this is what qualifies as "punk" nowadays when there's no traces of punk other than even less technical guitar ability than the Ramones.

Where's the anti-authoritarianism? The protesting? The raw emotion and anger? Hell no, all these guys do is talk about how their last girlfriend dumped them and now they're lonely and useless.

*whine* You get the point. I don't wanna work today.

[beowabbit]

I fell asleep on him twice yesterday. *rueful grin* Once while Elayna was doing her homework, once almost-immediately after sex - I'm such a guy.

Hee! cathijosephine is such a guy, too, in this and some other convenient ways. (Like, 0 to O in an astonishingly short time.)

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Me too!

For the life of me...

[shavesong1.livejournal.com]

I don't understand how you can even remotely fancy yourself a good wife, mother or human being. You're an amoral whore who uses people, takes advantage of the insecurities and weakness in others, and draws upon the sympathy of pathetic sycophants to color in a place for yourself in this world. You lie, you make everything about yourself and you have no compunction about leaving your messes and going on to create another, leaving the cleanup to others.

You're a bad person. A very, very bad person. The best thing you could possibly do at this point to avoid further damage to those you claim to love is to get out of their lives. Both Elayna and Adam would be so much better off without you.

Re: For the life of me...

[thesheryl.livejournal.com]

All this from two paragraphs? Do you know what 'projecting' is? There is no way on God's green earth that you can logically come to the conclusion that this Lady is a bad wife, mother, or human being from two paragraphs. In fact; it is much more logical for me to believe that you are a disturbed, hateful person for posting this horrible pack of lies on a stranger's journal. You should be DEEPLY ashamed of yourself. Why not examine what kind of person YOU are instead of slinging mud at people you don't know at all?

Re: For the life of me...

[shavesong1.livejournal.com]

Two paragraphs? Hardly. I have known all about Shari and her trainwreck for a number of years now. Upon first impression, I didn't give much thought to her, really, one way or another but over time I came to learn about her and the horror that she is.

I do believe it is you who should be ashamed at making assumptions such as the one that I do not know Shari. I know Shari. Thank you in advance for gathering correct facts the next time you chose to interject yourself.

[phantom_wolfboy]

:sigh: So many trolls she might as well live under a bridge.

Song? You gonna report this one to LJ abuse? These last two have obviously created accounts only for the purpose of harassing you.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Last five (same person). You've missed some. Already reported by the time you commented, account already suspended by the time I woke up (Wednesday AM)....

[phantom_wolfboy]

Five?! Yes, I have missed some.

Glad you're on top of it; I was worried that you might actually have decided to be more patient than it deserved. Or that you might simply find it amusing.

Guess it's the silly season.

Didn't get to reply to this yesterday when I read it.

[kenakari.livejournal.com]

You earwormed me. Still can't get that $#@%@ song out of my head. Bad 'Song.

Seriously though, I second what Phantom Wolfboy said. Is cyberstalking a crime up there?

These people are not a real danger to your family in RL are they? I know it's just my hormones or something making me paranoid, and it's a little out of line since I don't really know you, but I find the way they keep mentioning your daughter in their hatefest with you disturbing.

Re: Didn't get to reply to this yesterday when I read it.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Is cyberstalking a crime up there?

Don't know, but seriously getting to be time to find out. The obsession with Elayna is new...

Re: Didn't get to reply to this yesterday when I read it.

[elionwyr.livejournal.com]

Add my voice to the Chorus of the Concerned.

In Other News...
SO glad you're having Quality Time with docorion - and siiiiigh, it's been MUCH too long since I've had to gaspingly beg a partner to just- give me a minute - too many climaxes too soon too much and oh I want more but just...yeah. A minute.

*twitch*

And "Voice of Command"...that's a most excellent way to describe it.
I was trying to figure out why certain people that have tried of late to be dominant can't get away with it, but others can...VOC makes sense. *nod nod*

[ewin.livejournal.com]

I just now read the Spoons essay, and it made me cry.

I called in late to work today because

Last night I stayed up until 4am because

I couldn't concentrate on making myself go to bed because

I ate the wrong food.

I wish I worked.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

*snuggles the ewin*

[ewin.livejournal.com]

*laughing through tears* BRAAAAAAINS, I NEED FUNCTIONAL BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINNS...