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Medical
Dizzy, eyes hurt, nauseous, brain weird. EDIT: Slurred speech.
I talked todocorion about the medical stuff a bit yesterday. Not because he's a doctor. Because he didn't meet me online til about eight months after the initial diagnosis; when he met me, a lot of the medication damage had already been done. He and I didn't really start talking til about a year post-diagnosis. So. "This is what it was like." Et cetera.
Talking
So much of this weekend just curled up talking. Being Tangent Lass. Just talking, talking about the most random things. His childhood, my childhood. Little memorybombs. Weird.
In between the sex, of course. Mmmm. Sex. :) (If you are in my sexfilter, you will find that there is a sexfilter post.)
I Hate LDRs.
He leaves today.
He was going to leave this morning. That's been revised, because shoving me off to work then taking off = not ideal. Need time for a proper goodbye or, askarlita would say, To Be Continued. So. After work, then.
'Tisn't right.
He fits in my world. He made dinner last night; mushrooms were done first, and he and Adam and I passed them around in a green bowl and snacked on them whilst sniping about what a hack China Mieville is, and that, that is home. Felt right. I want that again tonight. And I can't have it.
Joy of polyamory is that your heart can swell to encompass so many people.
Hell of it is that the heart never learned a damn thing about geography...
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yashara!Hello to new reader
runwscissors!Medical
Dizzy, eyes hurt, nauseous, brain weird. EDIT: Slurred speech.
I talked to
docorion about the medical stuff a bit yesterday. Not because he's a doctor. Because he didn't meet me online til about eight months after the initial diagnosis; when he met me, a lot of the medication damage had already been done. He and I didn't really start talking til about a year post-diagnosis. So. "This is what it was like." Et cetera.Talking
So much of this weekend just curled up talking. Being Tangent Lass. Just talking, talking about the most random things. His childhood, my childhood. Little memorybombs. Weird.
In between the sex, of course. Mmmm. Sex. :) (If you are in my sexfilter, you will find that there is a sexfilter post.)
I Hate LDRs.
He leaves today.
He was going to leave this morning. That's been revised, because shoving me off to work then taking off = not ideal. Need time for a proper goodbye or, as
karlita would say, To Be Continued. So. After work, then.'Tisn't right.
He fits in my world. He made dinner last night; mushrooms were done first, and he and Adam and I passed them around in a green bowl and snacked on them whilst sniping about what a hack China Mieville is, and that, that is home. Felt right. I want that again tonight. And I can't have it.
Joy of polyamory is that your heart can swell to encompass so many people.
Hell of it is that the heart never learned a damn thing about geography...
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I'm somewhat in the throes of perhaps starting one. It is certainly a relationship...and certainly long distance...just not sure how serious it is yet. The lovely lady involved has long term plans of moving to this area, so we'll see how it goes. ;) I'm very tentative of it at this time, though, since she's not polyamorous (and I'm too over-busy to support more than one relationship properly) and don't want to miss out on a more potentially full-time relationship.
Decisions, decisions. At least you have a good idea of where your heart lies...and you always have Adam close. Take comfort in that! ;)
Kelyn
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*hugs you instead*
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Hell of it is that the heart never learned a damn thing about geography..."
Most quoteable quote I've seen from you in a long time. LJED!
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Sexxxxxx?
comingon the way?Not that I'm eager or anything. ::g::
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Don't know how I missed it yesterday, was online and reading LJ...
And just read it....
will be semi-aroused for the rest of the day thinking of it...
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(Slightly more seriously, if and only if you feel comfortable adding me, I wouldn't mind being on it. If you don't, that's okay too--I won't be offended.)
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I should totally create an entrance exam.
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thankies!
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Hell of it is that the heart never learned a damn thing about geography...
*nods*
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(actually, I am interested.)
I'd like to know too if it's okay...
So please, as a professional writer, I'd be interested why you think him a hack... oh and just what is the definition of a hack anyway ?
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Must analyze and write about that, really.
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OoO -- What kind of bribes to you like best so I can make that list? ;)
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Oh and completely OT but I may have succeeded in getting my "local" (i.e. 40 miles away) comic shop here in the UK to get hold of the Shooting Star anthology for me. I'm waiting with baited breath for their phone call to say yay or nay.
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If you have a child, you love them in a different way than you love your spouse. Therefore we as humans have the capability to live in different ways. So you can love many people in different ways and have different relationships with each of them.
I think I used to be on your filter but I didn't see a post so I must not be anymore :(
LDR's do suck, but the time you so get to spend can be awesome :)
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Well, except for The Iron Council. That one sucked.
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People who don't love China... I just don't get them.
Haven't read Iron Council yet. Am afraid to. It might take away the love.
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And even when you're lucky enough to strike up a really good relationship which is short distance... people move, and they usually move with their primaries or on their own. Moving across the country with my spouse meant moving away from other people I loved. There's a lot of hell to it. (But worth it, mmm, yes.)
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