Awake too early

[shadesong]

Hello to new friends blueingenue and flutter_fly!

Rather than Spooky, due to extreme brokeness (but hey, we get paid on Thursday!), yendi and mightywombat and I went to see "Knockaround Guys". Which was okay. We're going to try to see Spooky on Friday, if iroshi and mcredneck want to and jet_li_wannabe wants to babysit. Went to JavaMonkey after the movie - bumped into vidicon and bheansidhe there, yay! And bheansidhe's friend whose name I can't remember... *hangs head in shame*

Still having a Bad Feeling. That, combined with the clear message that my "retirement" is over. Concerned that things may come to a head in the following week or two. iroshi, did you ever do that journey to try to find out what we're feeling?

Elayna's karate sleepover was thoroughly uneventful from an injury point of view, which is a Very Good Thing. She had a blast. :)

'k. Stepping away from the computer now - got to hang up Elayna's clean clothes and bring her winter wardrobe out of storage, and put her shorts and short-sleeved shirts in storage, and then go help Miss Maddie party like a rock star!


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[mightywombat.livejournal.com]

bheansidhe's friend (and vidicon's as well) is 10dimensions. I even remember her real name too...

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Okay, cool. :) Things were not sticking in my brain last night....

[azurelunatic]

digitalambience and I got that feeling very strong last night, so strong we had to get up from what would have been us falling asleep in post-coital bliss, or at least post-coital non-angst, get dressed, and head outside to tour the apartment complex.

Whatever it was had already happened, in the trailer park next door, and now was dissipating.

I got the distinct feeling that this was the first (or a first) piece of gravel to hit the pond from a tossed handful, and that there would be some pretty big rocks in there hitting too.

[azurelunatic]

We wound up at Denny's afterwards, for whatever reason.

[phantom_wolfboy]

Upon first glance, I read this as saying, "We woke up at Denny's afterward".

Which is a very unsettling image indeed. :)

[azurelunatic]

Falling asleep partly or mostly naked, then opening eyes to find that one's at Denny's?

Yeah, that would be a little unsettling.

[phantom_wolfboy]

That's exactly what I was thinking.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

I gotta concur with the "pretty big rocks" estimate...

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[catalyxt.livejournal.com]

Next 3-4 months should be interesting. A lot of people have been pulled out of Reserves lately. I'll keep you posted if my responsibilities are likely to intersect yours and co's.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

3-4 months, you estimate? Sounds like our timeframes mesh...

Keep me apprised of howevermuch info you feel comfortable with? Both as a heads-up, and to help me triangulate?

*sigh* I hate the waiting.

[catalyxt.livejournal.com]

Keep me apprised of howevermuch info you feel comfortable with? Both as a heads-up, and to help me triangulate?

Yes. Likewise?

*sigh* I hate the waiting.

Irksome...but better than having no warning at all, yes? And at least the warning signals give indications of what one needs to work on to prepare.

Have you looked into energetics/Kundalini work recently? Might be a good idea...and definitely relates to a shamanistic path....also might help some of the physical difficulties you seem to be having.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Yes. Likewise?

Of course!

I'll look into kundalini; I know metaphorge does that, and I'm hoping to see him again soon.

[iroshi.livejournal.com]

I tried, but kept getting shunted off into random dream bits. I do *not* usually fall asleep when I'm trying to journey, so getting caught up in dream images and jerking myself back to my purpose was highly disconcerting. Also the fact that I clearly felt all four of my totems in the room with me, to the point of feeling the weight of Hawk sitting on my shoulder, and Wolf had his head in my lap, makes me nervous. The last time I remember *all* four of my totems showing up at once was during my Reiki attunements.

I did a reading on it today; I need to spend some time thinking about it. I notice that rainstorm has been added (via azurelunatic's journal) to the list of people who are catching this... *growl*

Oh, and Chris and I shared a dream Friday night. We heard someone moving around in the house (we were at mom's), and Chris got up, put the robe on, and left the room to check. Yes, that's all that either of us remember of it, but we both had exactly the same dream, and felt like we were awake at the time, only to wake up later having not done it. And I wasn't aware that Chris had brought the robe into the room after I fell asleep, and put it on the dresser where it was in the dream.

I'm sharing your feeling that it's going to come to a head in a week or two. I have the really odd, disconcerting wish that I could bring amberfox *with* me to Atlanta. I'm used to having her at my back when shit hits the fan. *growl* Of course, I usually need her to play priestess, and I am one now, so maybe it won't be so bad...but...*sigh* We'll manage, whatever comes up.

[azurelunatic]

rainstorm13, right.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

You sure Amber can't make it? Safety in numbers, yes....

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[iroshi.livejournal.com]

I seriously doubt she could get the $ for the bus ticket, especially with this little notice. And her car's not legal to drive right now...little thing about inspection and registration. :D Now, if someone wanted to donate the $146, I'd be more than willing to cart her along. ;)

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

If I had the money, I totally would!

[azurelunatic]

My new quasi-apprentice may be added to the list as well, I think, though her feeling seems to be more personal.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Curiouser and curiouser...

[azurelunatic]

I seem to be a hub.