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[shadesong]

Okay, see, why did I have to do that?

Googled "Elayna is".
Googled "Layne was".
Googled Layne's full name.
Googled names of all my old Vegas people to see if they're dead, which most of them probably are.

Google depresses the fuck out of me. And yendi's unconscious, so I'm just sitting her being all depressed. And I have decided that I am taking all of the "stop obsessing about The Sexy" answers on the poll as having lost The Sexy.

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[tikimama.livejournal.com]

I took it as "you still have it, stop obsessing about how you've lost it already!"

In any case, why is it so important?

[edie22.livejournal.com]

yeah! and you can vote for more than one thing! So I voted for still have the sexy and get over the sexy. =) That's why if you add up the percentages, you get more than 100.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

I don't see percentages, I see 6 peple said this, 7 people said that, whatever... and I don't see who said what, which is probably a Good Thing.


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[edie22.livejournal.com]

it says 54.something% for each one to me. heh. more than 100% made me laugh.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Oh, okay, I see that now. :)

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

My self-esteem has always been largely built around The Sexy.

Which is ludicrous and stupid, but scathingly honest.


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[m0usegrrl.livejournal.com]

i'm with heather. i took it as "you still got it, so why obsess?"

and for the record, i voted that You Still Got It. ::hugs::

::and morehugs for the depressing Google stuff::

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

I do the depressing google stuff all the goddamn time. I'm an idiot.

[edie22.livejournal.com]

I google my name to find out if I've won sweepstakes.

[tikimama.livejournal.com]

Me, too. It's like poking a bruise. You just keeping testing--"does it still hurt? Yeah."

Would it be better to know for sure, live with uncertainty (and, therefore, some hope)?

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Exactly. Like picking a scab. "Yeah, that still hurts."

I don't know whether it's better to know or not to know... I've been asking myself that for about 7 years. :)


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[m0usegrrl.livejournal.com]

no you're not. ::hugs::

[tanaise.livejournal.com]

No, because if you'd lost it, we would have said so. We said stop obsessing, which means STOP OBSESSING!

[dslartoo.livejournal.com]

Not knowing what The Sexy is, but knowing what sexy is, I vote for "still got it (and probably never lost it in the first place)". (yendi, don't kill me, man, just relaying an obvious truth).

Why, pray tell, does Google depress you? Honestly curious.

cheers,
Phil

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

yendi won't kill you. :)

Google just depresses me when I sit here typing in names of long-lost friends and loves, following trails, trying to find something of what my life was before...

[voltbang.livejournal.com]

Depressing? I type in "Paul is" and it tells me, dead. Over and over. That's depressing.

I didn't vote on the sexy because I haven't met you. All I know about you and the sexy is that the comment about the vibrators got under my skin.

[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Just the whole obsessive searching for bits of my past thing is depressing.

And yeah, lots of people on my friends list know me in person and are better qualified to determine whether or not I still have The Sexy - I want to meet you and technomom and sambear, though!