*sigh*

Went to bed around 11.

Woke up at 2:30, rattled by a series of twisty dreams, the kind where you're never sure if they're really dreams, or where you are, or, in this case, *when* you are. Suddenly wide awake. At 2:30 AM. Fuck.

Some of the dreams were about the big office move this upcoming week. I'm not really rattled about the move itself, it's just that I'm going to be going in to work tomorrow and I won't know what to do. All of my stuff is packed, including my computer. Should I just read a book til my boss gets there? Should I walk over to the new building? What if my phone's been disconnected and I can't call in?

Those of you who know me know about my weird social anxiety stuff. Essentially, I need a "roadmap" for the simplest of tasks, I need to be exactly sure of what I am doing. When I go someplace unfamiliar, I need very specific directions, and if something isnn't according to plan, I quietly freak. So my internal roadmap for work is to arrive at the office at around 7:25, walk down to Caribou with yendi (where, twice or three times a week, I will buy an iced chai), walk back to the office, arrive at 7:50, unlock classrooms, clock in, distribute faxes, then check and dispense with e-mail and do LJ until my boss comes in around 9, when I start *actually* working. Hot cocoa with Jeanette at 10. Lunch at noon. Always.

So tomorrow I'm going to go fetch my coffee, unlock classrooms... and then, I don't know what I'm to do for the next hour. Which is apparently concerning me so much that I'm losing sleep. I'm totally upfucked, aren't I?

So. Ate some cookies, and now will LJ and read until I feel tired enough to return to bed.

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...all this, and I have "Shock the Monkey" going through my head, too.

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Going to try to sleep now. No one call before noon, okay?




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wolfieboy woke me up. He *yelled*.

Okay, so, hoping for metaphorge's migraine to be gone so we can work on web stuff today. Otherwise, I'll be continuing the holiday shopping thing.

That is all. I am shleepy.


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Hey tikimama!

Penn of Penn & Teller has a blog!

http://www.sincity.com/penniphile/roadpennsecurityedition.html


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Character sketches!

Character sketches are going up on shayara! Go check them out. :)




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Okay, so. The office move starts tomorrow. And I don't know when I'll get my work computer hooked up - could be tomorrow, could be Monday the 5th (they say everyone will be hooked up by the 5th). Thomas, darling, if you're reading this, I would be *veryvery* grateful if my computer is one of the first to be hooked up. I would bake you cookies and stuff.

So the point of this is that, for the next few days/week, I'm not going to be posting/replying to your posts very much. I'll be doing my best to keep up from my home computer, but there'll be massive gaps in communication. Just so you don't worry. I have not fallen off a cliff or anything.

*whimper* Hate 'net withdrawal....


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Next movie night!

The next movie night will be this upcoming Saturday, August 3rd! We'll once again start around 4, with a trip to Bruster's around five, thereby giving us time to talk, because we seem to do a lot of that. Theme suggestions are welcome. Random people I haven't met yet are also welcome. :)

See you then!


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