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[shadesong]

* Stayed home today to give body a much-needed rest.

* Cleaned bathroom and nightstand drawers.

* Not so good at this resting thing.

* At least I wrote a little bit last night. Like I said to ewin, I was surprised that Telenias came out at all - he's very guarded - and I was surprised that he gave me that, a very vulnerable moment for him.

* I'm really tired of being tired all the time.

* Appointments I need to make: yearly (1/31 8:45 AM), mammogram (2/6 3 PM), GI consult (1/31 1 PM). Should see neuro. Staying away from neuro, as neuro will refuse to change anything, and this will only piss me off. EDIT: Got corrected proton pump inhibitor prescription called in.

* Now that I have done some house stuff, I can feel okay about resting, so I'm going to.

* After resting.... anyone want snippets re: any particular characters or places?

* EDIT: What I want for my birthday, besides a job in Boston for Adam: iPod speakers and a Hitachi Magic Wand.

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[kenakari.livejournal.com]

There's ALWAYS stuff to do...is there anything that you can put off until tomorrow?

I wish you & 'song wouldn't push yourselves so hard - but I understand the feeling that you have to do it. Your brain doesn't let you rest otherwise.

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[eyewrist.livejournal.com]

Part of the problem is that I can't sit still. People have compared me to a buzz saw. If I do? I just sit and process the stuff I have to do in my head. I sit there and go "It'll only take me like ten minutes!" Getting up and doing it is easier.

The stuff I do isn't really anything I shouldn't be able to do. That's where the frustration lies.

Part of it is too, I never really know what my day will be like and what my energy levels will allow. So, I push and keep pushing until I collapse. Then I find my line.

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[shadesong.livejournal.com]

Exactly!